Little Miss Trouble

It was getting late, gone 3am and I was really tired, for some reason. Just in case you dont know I had already been with 4 Ho's and I was considering calling it a day, I couldn't decide. I knew that if I went home without maxing it out then I would regret it, but I didn't want to walk in on a girl totally exhausted 'just to make the numbers up'. So I was trying to relax and recover sitting in a few bars drinking redbull. I had already had a wonder around and there were two girls I was interested in, the first was a girl that had caught my eye as being beautiful, the sort of girl that I would have fantasised over years ago, and would still today. I had seen her chatting to a bloke and saw her pull really hard on his hood ties. I could tell he was not happy about that as it was a pretty violent jerk, but than before it got sour she smiled brilliantly and patted him on the head which seemed to totally reverse the situation. The other girl was a bit further away on a street between what I call the main two sections. There are only 2-3 windows there and they are usually filled with old black women. I didn't get a great look at her but she looked fit and something about her desolate location appealed. I doubt she was getting much business there and regardless of my state i'm sure she would have appreciated my 50 euro.

So, I was sitting in the bar mulling over my options. It was about 3.40am and I figured now was the time to decide. I figured that I would walk back to the station past these two windows and if they were there then it was meant to be, and if not then not. Also, I did feel a bit energised downstairs. The thought of another shag was stirring things, but nothing to major. As it happens the first girl was there. I said hi and went in. Its a room i've been in before. Its upstairs and very small. In fact, I havn't been in this room before, but I have been in that window, or a window close to it as I know I had been in the room next to it. Both rooms are very small, enough room for a bed and sink and room to stand up. I love all these rooms, but still they all have their features. There was a window that presumably looked over the street below. I could hear the people outside.

I was pretty tired and didn't have all my wits about me. I knew this girl was 'trouble', but her beauty seemed to make it appealing. In my fatigued state I knew I had to deal with her, but my mind was being pretty lazy and I just said, 50 euros for a suck and fuck right? I knew it didn't sound righht, but she said yes. I never ask that question. Anyway, I hung up my coat and stuff on a coat rack in the corner by the window and took off the rest of my clothes and lay down.

She was really pretty, black curly hair, beady eyes [brown?] and a great body. She looked bubbly and rich, and I guess in the real world she could have had no shortage of boyfriends. Thats one of the things I like about the RLD is that the girls are usually pretty hot. She started toking on my dick. It was incredible. I was watching her. I'm not sure at what stage she started to do thid, but she stuck my whole dick in her mouth, right down to the hilt. Thats another thing about the girls in the RLD, they never seem half hearted. In the past when I have had relationships girls have been either reluctant to suck my dick or do it under duress. It was always a bit of a hang up really, not major, but it irked me because I would hear people say, 'no one will ever do that', or ' but thats never going to happen', and whilst the conversation might not have been about blowjobs directly, in my mind that was how I read it, and yet every Ho I have ever been with has toked on my dick with such zeal and passion that I can only stare in wonder. And this girl was toking the whole thing down to the hilt. I'm not too big, about 5.5 inches but with a super engrossed head it was a sight to see. (I just stuck a ruler in my mouth and it went to 5 inches but the edges are sharp and gagged my throat, but still, she must have really been working it, and I wasn't that soft. What she did next I was a bit uncertain about. She started to run her teeth down my shaft and it was semi-painful. It didn't really hurt, but I could sense that any harder and it might have. She asked if she was hurting me and I said no. But I still wonder if she was trying to or if she was pushing the limits.

Anyway, like I say, i'm not certain of the exact order of things about, whether the deep throat and teeth play came before or after this bit, but at some point I said, lets fuck, and she said that'll be another 50 euros. I said what? We had agreed, I said I clearly said 50 euros suck and fuck and you agreed, thats standard, thats what all the girls do, and she said, no, I said MAYBE. I couldn't believe it. I said your ripping me off, and she said no, thats normal, and I argued a bit, but for some reason I could see no way of getting my money back or forcing her. It was like I had to accept getting ripped off, and as this has happened before See xxxx [not yet written up] I just said, fine, just finish the hand job then. Surprisingly she said OK.

Fortunatly she was pretty good. Like I say, it could have been after that episode that she did the deep throat but she was really jerking my off good. I was lying down with my back on the bed and she was sat between my legs. She was doing it really well, and considering I had already cum 3 times that night it was a really deep sensation. I smiled at her and she said, not smiling, your not supposed to smile. I stopped smiling, but it was still great. I put on my i'm about to cum face. Anyway, she stopped jerking me off and said, look at this condom its so rubbish. I thought, oh no, what now, and she said shall I just take it off and I said NOOOO!!!!! So she took it off, and reached for some cream in a tub and I said NOOOOO! and she slapped it over my dick. It felt really weird. I had become used to the condoms and i'm not sure that it was a better sensation. It felt slightly lesser, like that condom gave my dick strength, and I was thinking later that that might actually be the case. Anyway she was jerking me off now and it felt great. Half of me was so concerned about catching aids and stuff like being a man and just getting up and saying no, but the other half was like i'm too tired to complain and shes so young, and i'm just a grouch and what harm can come of it. Even though I had cream on my dick I was still worried that she would start sucking on it.

Eventually she brought me to an amazing climax. The later climaxes are always the best. Its like they come from really deep down and your whole body tenses up and explodes. I was watching and I did actually cum quite a bit, there was a definate spurt and it kept coming with a last globule emerging in a thick splurge. She said, ohhh, you came alot and scooped the blob of thick white cream around with her finger. And she was right. I was half amazed and half revieved that it had been a happy ending. She started waving her hands around as they were covered in cream and cum motioning for the tissues saying help me out here. I gave her some tissues and she cleaned up. I noted that it was probably exactly 4am that I wiped the cum off of my dick.

After I got up and cleaned myself with the antiseptic wipe and spray. I was pretty glad that I had that. Obviously you can get pretty paranoid about diseases especially when you've had a surprise like that. I dont feal to bad as I think the risk is minimal, but still, for futrure reference I think I should make a point of never doing that again, just to be safe. It just caught me off guard really.

I told her about my antseptic wipes and she was really interested. She said she had the baby wipes but I told her they were just for moisturising, not killing germs etc. She asked for one and I gave her one as I had little use for them after that. I brought 10 at the airport, a pack of 10 and I was left with 4.

We talked and she said did I forgive her for being mean and i said that I knew she was trouble when I saw her pull the guys hood strings. But I was very thankful still. She had done a great job, its not easy cumming 4 times in 5 hours, and so I know she worked hard, and her attitude had made it more stimulating. I have been with girls that limply plonk on your dick saying, your not hard and all that, and its only experience that makes you aware of the fact that if these girls want to they can make you cum quite easily, no matter what. I think the general consensu is that if they know you have been around and already cum a few times then they want to finish you with a hand job. Some girls press on the [prostate] area between the balls and anus. No girl has ever touched my anus, but its pretty close, and they also hold base of they penis with their hands, presumably closing the big vein that pumps in the blood. I have tried this since and it has a definate effect on how you feel. Anyway, there are ways of doing it, and if they apply themselves they can get cum out of a rock.

But also, there was something about her attitude that turned me on. I say that carefully as i'm not a true submissive and nor do I like that sort of stuff, but I think deep down I quite like being beaten by a girl. By that I mean, if a girl gets head strong I kind of enjoy to go along with it. I dont really like to be in charge of sex, I prefer them to be in charge. Its like you enter the room, lie down on the bed like a patient and they do the business. Even when its time to fuck its always them, generally they dictate the position. I used to like putting a girls legs over my shoulders but they tended to do it with reservation and I generally felt like I was forcing them to do it. I do try that anymore as that feeling of forcing them never felt right. But this girl had sort of taken her authority a bit further. Its strange, but theres a human chemistry, and when you get into conflict you can sense a win and a loss. To defend you push and resist the others will, and if you loose you feel a spiritual penetration or a sucking feeling inside. But with this girl, she had penetrated my spirit by that move, she had forced my in a way that made my gut feeling urge me to resist, but because she was a pretty girl I gave ground and allowed her that advance. I think its important. If someone in a shop tried to rip me off I could feel the same way but I would fight back, but in this instance I let her. It was strange because I think the bottomline is that I liked it. I often feel that in these instances the girl is the man and I am the girl. I'm not gay or anything like that, but deep down I preffer the girl to be more dominant, and I think thats why the RLD works so well for me. I think when that happens there is a deeper bond. Generally when a girl makes you cum, you have to struggle to remember, its like there are no key points, no major explosions that made is clear in your minds eye. Its like when too pepoel argue they have a greater memory of the events. But because of the situation, male in with girl, it is imappropriate for me to lay on the stress because they might actually get scared, but its ok for the girl to do it. Thats why, in advance, I do mind when girls shout at me or scoul because I know its just going to be more memorable. Not that that happens much, or at all, but i never get fazed by it all.

I know all this might sound strange but I like thinking off of the top of my head. But I often preffer the girl to jerk me off just for that reason, its like the girl has the more dominant position, and as I said elsewhere, the sexual act is a true giving, a transfer from giver to taker and the girl is a more active taker. Foe example, I think fucking a girl hard is really more appropriate when you know the girl, like you've been in bed for hours engaging in foreplay etc, have had a few drinks and have built up to the momnet. Seeing a Ho and Fucking her brains out within 15 minutes, hard never seems appropriate. However, I always like to put it in the girl because that symbolises the ultimate union, and generally i cum in the girl. But part of me enjoys the girl being dominant. And i'm not talking about a strong girl. I preffer small petite girls, that might be a girl friend, for example, and they jerk you off with slender arms, and you can see them, their arms going up and down, and they dont have muscle at all. But its all about the giving. I think another part of that derives from when i jerk off at home, i usually just lie there and half imagine that it is the girl that is doing it. I have alot more exerience at jerking off than fucking, so much so that its almost second nature and more natural to jerk off. I like to remember the girls jerking me off so that when I jerk off I can remember them doing it. This is quite notable really because the more RLD time I do, the more I jerk off without the internet, just from memory, especially when I have just got bcak. Anyway, so what i'm saying is that what this girl did was actually a greater act than one would first imagine. I sort of enjoyed getting ripped off by her, or abused by her. It was a gentle abuse, a slight afront to my manlyless that I could live with and savour..

That said, I dont think I would go back again just because I dont really like playing with fire. I dont accept that readily.

Just to waffle on a bit more. I think it also comes down to my nature as a giver, or rather, because I have been alone for so much of my life, I have this passion to give. Well, at least a passion to give to a pretty girl. I'm not actually very charitable in general, but with these girls I just want to give. I sometimes think of it like this, who would you rather get ripped off by? The tax man, or a pretty young girl? You have to spend it somewhere, and I think i'm reffering to time. I often say to girls, people like me just want to give you their money. And its true. After having been with so many girls the sex is less important, its the memories and also the giving. I dont want to give loads of money. Forexample I dont double up and do 30 minute sessions as I dont want to waste my money, but i'd happily spent 1000 euros in a few days on a 'collected girls experience', and thats quite a bit of money.

Its like this really. I just thought. I value the girls time and I spend alot of money for it. However, the complete experience is like eating a box of chocolates. Its the collected box of chocolates experience that i'm after, not any singular chocholate. As such, whilst the box of chocolates is expensive, no singular chocolate in its own right is too expensive. For example, if this girl had been my only experience of the nigt I might have felt a bit ripped off, especially if i was a newbie to the area, but because she was one of five, and because she had made it more memorable for a variety of reasons, her presence in the assortment was like the cherry on the icing, the grand finale, it made the complete box of chocolates experience perfect.

So thats that. Just to add. I dont think I shuold be too fussed about the health risk. I think the risk to me was far less than the ricsk she took on a daily basis.

finally. To describe her. I cant really say more than I already have. She was dark haired, cute, short, young and lithe with a great face, energetic. She wore what? I dont remember, it weas a bra and panties set of some description. She didn't take it off, that was more 'euro' aparently. She was the Sally Fields type really. That shows how old I am. Fast and powerful yet small and dainty.

And that was my trip to TLD complete. I walked to the station, had to wait an hour for the bus to the airport which took about 30 minutes, had a strange breakfast at the airport, some kind of breakfast burger, and hung around in duty free for a few hours. Slept a little bit on the flight back, cycled 5 miles home, arrrgh, the pain. I was totally fatigued and it seemed to take forever. Obviously its always a downer getting back home. From an environment from pretty girls to talk to and fuck back to total isolation, its always depressing. I have no friends in the real worl and the RLD just makes that clearer to me, I realise more so what I dont have. But still, in this isolation I have a new set of memories to keep out the cold, which is really what its all about.