Teen Dream

So, this was at some lap dance club in Southampton. Maybe im just a sucker but I tend to feel some obligation or loyalty to these girls even though I shouldn't. Its strange, i'll explain. So, I was sat in the club and it was as I expected only better really. Very well laid out, much bigger than the Brighton one I had been to before.

So I was sat there I guess and I had the usual onslaught of girls that I knew I wouldn't want to have dancing for me. They come up to you and ask all these questions, its crazy. On of them even asked why I looked so scared. I think I said I wasn't scared I was just waiting for the sales pitch. They try to make you feel 'comfortable' and like your friends so its hard to say no. They were your from and what your doing in town and all that and these are easy to awnser so I start talking quickly etc. They they ask if you want to dance and so you say, er, not right now I want to see some of the other girls. And to be honest I did, I actually wanted to watch some dancing. And the dancing here was good.

So, how did it work? I cant remember, but I was watching this girl dance, I think, and she was good. She had some sort of flimsy dress on, long and red, like a negligee I guess, thin, with long blonde hair. But she had the most amazing face ever. To sum her up, she was like a teen girl that you might have spent your whole shool life fancying. I cant remember how old she said she was but I think it was something like 20.

Just to nore, im sure the girls know their pecking order, but when the obviously hot girls are on stage the plainer girls seem to deliberatly attempt to distract you by trying to talk to you, but when the plain girls are on stage no one comes up to you. I think they are deliberatly trying to distract you and/or take away an attentative viewer, after all, when they are dancing they are looking at the audience to see who is watching.

Anyway, to cut a long story short, I got her to dance with me. She was friendly, but I cant remember talking that much. I think she said she lived alone and had a mortgage, I cant remember. I generally ask about their financial affairs as I think its the responsible thing to do, to encourage them to treat their earnings seriously like any other worker. I often think that strippers are encouraged to spend all their money on clothes etc like if they didn't they wouldn't get anymore work.

So, she danced. Again she got quie close and you could see how small her bone structure was, it always amazes me that. Their little bones and earlobes, and jawlines and lips. And you can taste their breath with is probably the best bit as its very intimate. To be honest I cant remember much of the detail as its now June so it was a few months ago now.

After she finished I said I would definatly dance with her again. I danced with a few girls and had a very long chat with one of the girls that i sort of regret not dancing with. This was a girl that had horse teeth, but she really did come across as nice, an they were not ugly, they were just not perfect. She was fit, and keen also, she REALLY wanted me to dance with her and told me loads about herself, and we talked about how both our lifestyles meant that we were seldom up before 9am etc. This is the problem, when your there, its like a different world and you have to be careful, but you struggle with the notion that you have to be careful how you do it. that is, careful who you go with. On the one hand holding out for the cute girls could mean that you miss out on other stuff, but blowing all your money right off means that might not have enough cash for later. Anyway, I was resolute not to give into the hard sell.

I went with 3 other girls and had brought 2 extra tickets, but time was getting on and whilst I had agreed to go with teen dream as my last dance she had vanished into the private area with some guy. Basically they made it clear on the system that were were only 4 songs left before closing. I asked the waitress if I could have my money back if she was not available and she said that i couldn't. I wasn't much fussed, I decided I would just give them to her if I missed her. The tickets were £10 each, I think which was very reasonable. The way the private area works is that the girls take of their knickers also but it costs two tickets.

She thought that I was just going to have a single dance in the open area as I had before and with everyone else, but as the penultimate song came on she popped out and she ruched into the private area.

The private area was incredible really, it was a short corridor with 'booths' along the right all lit in red facing mirrors. Just imagine a corridor with charirs all along one wall, then put 2 foot curtinains perpendicular to the wall to seperate the chairs, like urinals in toilets. This meant that the bouncer could see all the way down the corrider and see that the girls dancing were ok but that the clients could not see anything else other than what was in front of them.

So we got a chair, and it was very crowded. People walk right passed when they go up and down the corridor, it was quite surreal, but still an integral part of the experience. She danced and took off all her clothes. Its strange because you really want to get 'value for money', and see the cunt, but theres really not much there to see, especially when you have seen so many before. But she showed it well, and yes, it was a slit, nothing more. But still I think there was something in the experience, something about her that told me she was exposed and vunerable, something whorish like it was wrong to show it, but at the same time I didn't feel incredibly aroused or excited, it was sort of mundane, what was beter was looking at her entirety as she danced naked and induldging in those close ups where you can see the minute detail of their face and neckk and smell their breath. At one stage she was sat on the floor with her back against the wall, legs apart, and she was still for about 3 seconds and she looked also pathetic. I say that in a kind way, as I cared for her, but it was like, as is all the more common these days, that the suspension of disbelief was gone and instead of seeing a stripper doing her stuff in a stip club all i could see was a teenager naked sitting on the floor in a corridor with a stranger in exchange for money. For some reason that moment was kind of precious, i think really because it was a different perspective, and so was insighful into her human condition, and she did look very human. She danced for 2 songs i think? or one, and when the music finished we sort of had to queue to get out as the corridor was full and then the lights all went out for a brief second and we were sort of really alone. And so i said, hey, quick we can have a quick fuck. It was a joke and the lights were back on, maybe the closing time lights off thing, but the thing is she sort of laughed. that was good, because the transaction was over but she was still friendly and positive. Alot of hos will blank you as soon as business is over. I think thats an important aspect of her character and one that typifies teenageers, especially her type, they are kind, gentle and friendly and dont conspire or try to rip you off.

In short she was great. Ans as ever i wish i had a photo of her..