One Of Two - Third Time

This girl is a favorite of mine. She is really cute and pretty. Plus shes really freindly. I have been with her before here and here.

I am always a big uncertain about going with girls that I have been with before. Not because I dont care, but because I think that under the circumstances variety is important. Each new girl is an old friend, seeing the same girl again is sort of a luxury, but its also a compliment. Sometimes I think that trying to fuck as many girls as possible is gredy, but really i dont, im single and alone. But at other times I sort of wonder if it might be better to see the same girl multiple times, like she was my girlfriend. Its a difficult thing to think through, especially now, long after the event where, to be quite honest, it really doesn't seem that important. But what if I did see the same girl once a month for 2 years? What would happen is that htey would become very familiar, to say the least. they would become 'friends'. To put this into perspective, I know this girl. She is large in my mind. I know her name and its easy to remember her. The girl I saw before here, is vague. I remember her cute petite ass and a few other details, but I had to struggle to place that event in my mind.

One of the main reasons I go to the district is for the memories. Thats more important than the sex. Sure, I dont have any real love in my life, but the RLD love is pretty dam strong, and the truth is, I have shared moments of those girls lives at their closest. And thats what its all about, and this site helps keep all that alive for me, brings it all back.

Anyway, I went to see this girl again. She is pretty thin but she wears high heals so looks tall and dominating. I dont know where to begin but i'll just jump in. I felt like I was back home. With a familiar freind. We talked about stuff like that. I think she knew. As I was sitting down in the chair she stood in front of me naked just as I was saying that what its really all about is being with a naked girl, and there she was naked, not hiding, and welcoming. Have I described her body before? Probably, but i'll describe it again. She looks young, she has a small petite face and her skin is unblemmished with age, shes almost doll like. Her breasts are very small and her waist is narrow. She has longish very straight dark brown hair. Her eyes are brown. Her face as I said is small, but its perfect in its structure, her bone structure. When we (I) came she lit up like a dawning sun, it was incredible to look at. I think whenever people do pyscical stuff like running or working they develop a power, a glow, I guess thats life, the force of life, and they look powerful, enlivened, and so they do during sex, and thats the whole point, that union at that point. If she was a waitress she might have smiled, but this was the smile of a girl that had just had a guy fuck her and pound his load deep into her pussy. We were alive and she was smiling and I think we were both looking at her beauty, That was very memorable. You could almost see sparkles and flares around her. Anyway, she is thin and very juvenille looking. I think she knows that men that like her might have a preference for 'younger' girls. Personally I dont, but I do like that very age. I like www.met.com, and its an important age, a blooming radience. But its also what I used to have years ago and lost and I always want it back, or is it youth I always want back? I dont know, but she is perfect as she is. She is mature, she has a brain and feelings and she runs her own life her business, so she is not some inncoent child. But for me she is a place to wonder.

One of the things I always remember about her is how she sucked my dick. She took her time. I think she knew that it was a precious memory that I would cherish. As I keep saying, I am hungry to grab each memory, and this is the third time I have watched her suck my dick, and I think she is aware of that, and I think she works really hard to make that product? I think she sees it from the same perspective, a mind product, a memory product, an event and a mental place that will be revisited, and each time it does, the blossom of love and good will will flourish in both our souls. Im not trying to be poetic. Im trying to grasp an issue that is fundemental in human nature. We remember, We relive in out mind, regardless of what we want to think. We might be 50 years old and suddenly be thinking of certain things. And she sells that. And everytime she memory is rekindled she becomes bettter (stronger, healthier, wealtheir, happier etc etc) and so she is planting that seed as that is her job and her life. I think she knows all this and more. I feel like a dog wagging its tail in excitment in her pristine cat like delicate conciousness where everything is finely percieved and understood in her emoire and kingdom.

I said I liked her room as it was like her house, it was like a student room like when I was at university and it was like I was seeing a pal in one of those rooms were all that happyness took place. She understood. She showed me the curtain which you cant see anything out of. I dont think I knew or appreciated there was a woindow there before and through the gloom I could just about make out the backs of other buildings, rooflines and windows. It was a typicall RLD courtyeard view, nothing to see as it was all built, no view out over the sprawling rooftops of the RLD but still a treasure, a bookmark in time and space.

One of the reasons that I went back was because I felt just like I do now, full of awe that I could have ever held such a beautiful person who was so willing to accept me so deeply into her life and body and that that person was real and whilst it was here in England just a dream I could go back, she was still there. I keep forgetting. That staircase was still there, he inding corridor, the old wooden door, that neat room of hers where she paraded in her bikini, she was real, and still there. And so I went back to her. But I had these thoughts there in the RLD. She sucked my dick and then I fucked her. We devoured each other with our eyes, and she pushed me to shove every inch of my dick inside her, which is odd because I was feeling guilty that I might be too big for her and that I might hurt her (my dick is not that big) but she looked at me as though she knew and pull me so as to get my full length, not so much as to say she wanted more huge fat dick inside her, but that she knew I thought she might not want me and she was telling me that she did and that I should do whatever I wanted. She did it the second time. I sort of like to put a girls legs over my shoulders but I was reluctant, and again she sort of seemed to know and sort of raised them high so that I should do so even though I was motioning to be as gentle as possible and not do that. But again, it wasn't because she was a sex addict, it was becaseu she could tell something about my mind and my thoughts and she knew and was saying, I know you care, so take me.

She is incredible, and to be honest I feel so hot for her right now that my hard dick actually hurts like its about to explode. Really. Not cum, but really explode. wow. But you know, the next month I came around I wanted to leavce her till last because I felt cramped, because I wanted to savour so much else, but this girl is magical, and even now I can sense the distance and the loss, that just to know she is out there in the world, alive, and available, that she would suck my dick, again on that bed, and smile, is unbearable, it just makes me want to go to her now, right now. She says she works everyday except Tuesday.

This story is really only just starting, as there is so much more to say. After I came I got up and she said, see, I make you happy, and she was sooo right, and I just wanted to be with her forever, and I said I would come back, and I went off to a bar and read my book. And I wsa thinking. Its actually quite hard being in the RLD and choosing a girl because you get moral issues about loyalty and being mean to the girls that you reject, and its almost a battle to try and fuck 4 girls in one night, and to be honest there were not alot of girls about that appealed to me and I had had to other girls and so I deceided to relax and see this girl again later. To be honest, I really cant remember seeing any other girls in that time. I think I might have wondered around a bit but basically I think I waited until about 3am and went to see her again.

Im not sure if she was surprised, but she was welcoming. I was tired, which I think made the decision easier, and so I said can she give me a massage which she did. And it was brilliant. It was really relaxing. She said, see, its better when you spend more time (money, they all say that) but she was right, but more right than the literal suggested as we had now met alot of times and were familiar. I told her that I just wanted to stay there forever in that blessed room with her, and that I just wanted to sleep. And we talked. I wasn't asleep but I had my eyes shut and at one stage she prodded me and said are you awake and I said no. I was aware that the last thing she wanted was a bloke falling asleep in her room that she couldn't shift, so I was quite responsive. Im suprised she thought I was asleep. The massage was great and during it I began to feel quite horny and capable of a bit more sex so I suggested at the end of it that we should fuck again and we did, and again I watched her suck my dick and then I fucked her. I have to go now but hopefully i'll expand on these two other sessions later.

Just to add, the next time I went over I sort of tried to avoid seeing her stratinght off but then when I went to see her her room was closed..... I usually try to read stuff into things like that, but was she allowing me to see other girls or was she sick of me and didn't want a repeat 'boyfriend' customer? hopefully i'll add more later..